The other day at work I had a two-hour supervised visitation with a dad and his son. Usually, supervised visitations are anything but interesting, but something was said this time that really caught my attention. The three of us had gone to the nearby park and on the walk home, the little boy would run and hop and skip and hold his father’s hand. As we passed a construction zone, the wind picked up and blew the chains locking the gate in the fence. The boy was scared and ran ahead. As he ran, he said, “Daddy, pick me up.” As his dad approached, the boy ran further ahead, but again told his dad to pick him up. This happened three times, and then the dad said:
“How can I carry you if you keep running away from me?”
I think I stopped walking for a second as I wondered if God ever says the exact same thing.
We want God to protect, shelter, guide, and carry. But we’re not always so good at actually stepping aside to let him to those things. We try to find out security in anything other than God: money, food, power, sex, greed, education, friends, entertainment, business. We try again and again to make little gods before the true God and end up even further from where we need to be going. We keep running in the wrong direction and refuse to be carried.