Accepting Grace

Today is one of those days I want to accept grace. Actually, I really desire to accept grace every day, and I hope that continues, but today's one of those days I really really desire to accept grace. The thing is that I don't always accept it. It's always there, but sometimes my pride or guilt or self-pity keep me from accepting it. I don't understand why I sometimes don't want freedom from sin or guilt or whatever...maybe it all comes back to self-pity and all of that. Anyway, tonight is one of those nights I am choosing to accept grace. I want it in abundance.