Friday, August 19, 2005

Withdrawn

Maybe I'm slightly depressed. Maybe I'm lonely. Maybe I'm just tired and grumpy and need a good week's sleep. I dunno. I just never feel like my "normal" self anymore, which means that my current "normal self" is a slightly depressed/lonely/tired person. I'm withdrawn from the world, from relationships, from God. I miss spending time with my Creator, something I used to love to do.

It may sound weird to say and a little too "Christianese," but I actually do miss Jesus. It seems that whereas before I got to know Him, I didn't notice as much what I was missing, but now that I actually have this relationship, I notice when the relationship is distant and missing and stale.

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